| THE
HEAVENS I
should have begun with this: the heavens. A window without a frame, without
curtains, without glass. An opening with nothing beyond but a vast opening. I
don't have to wait for a peaceful night or strain my neck to peer at the
heavens. The heavens are behind me, close to hand and in my eyes. The
heavens wrap me tightly and lift me from beneath. Even
the highest mountains are not nearer the heavens than the deepest valleys.
There is no place with more of it than another. A cloud is no more
imbued by the heavens than a grave. A mole is just as enraptured as an
owl stretching its wings. Something that falls into chasm falls as if
from heaven to heaven. Fast, flowing, steep, flaming and flying heavenly
fragments, joined together, blown together into heaps. The heavens are
everywhere even in the darkness beneath your skin. I'm devouring heaven,
excreting heaven, I'm a trap within a trap, a lived in tenant, an
embrace embraced, a question in response to a question. A
division between heaven and earth is not the right way of thinking about
such a whole. It simply conveys one to a precise place, that's easier
to find, should I be sought. My tell-tale features are happiness and
despair. THE
THREE STRANGEST WORDS
When I say the word Future, the first syllable is already a part of the
past.
When
I say the word Silence, I spoil it. When
I say the word Nothing, I create something that nothingness cannot contain. |